{Life's like an hour glass glued to the table....}



So, I'm a bad little blogger, yeah yeah yeah. I think this is the longest I've gone without writing. I could lie and say nothing's been going on or I've been busy, but that's not the case at all.

School sucked today, more than usual. Kalea wasn't there and I now realize how she felt when I was gone for all those doctors appts. School sucks without her. It makes me realize how much I'm gonna miss her next yr when she goes back to public school, I don't kno if I can handle it without her.

This plus grades, and life in general are making me think about changing schoosl. I've been at my private school my whole life, been with the same people since kindergarten. I've changed a lot but everybody still sees me as the girl as I was and it really bugs me. The idea of a fresh start is kind of apealing..... I still have a couple wks left to think about it.....

The biggest news lately is Kalea. Her mom's getting worse. The social worker is no help and Kalea's terrified to speak up and tell the truth b/c she's afraid she'll end up in a foster home or at some unknown relatives (which could be even worse). There's been a lot of talk lately between my mom and us, and Kalea might be moving in with us, which would be great. She practically lives there anyway, she's already like my sister, and I'd worry a whole lot less. Now I always feel like one morning I'm going to wake up and get a phone call telling me she's in the hospital...... The sad thing is her parents will so let her move out, her mom doesn't even want her there.

On a less despressing note, exams and finals start next week so everybody's freaking out. I have realized I'm the biggest oxymoron ever. Just listen to this: I have the highest grade in my (super hard) AP History class (9 and don't have to take the eleven page final (!) but I'm failing English and might have to go to summer school even longer lol....... At my school a 69 is flunking and I have a 64. To pass the semester I need like a 75 or higher (nearly impossible) so that it averages with last terms failing grade and my exam grade to get a passing semester. Basically, I need to pull up this term as much as humanly possible and study like a madwoman to get a A on the final. Whew! I'm exhausting and stressing myself out just thinking about it........eh

ETA: My current favorite song, "Breathe" by Anna Nalick, is uploaded to yousendit if anyone wants it, link on my livejournal.

Later.....

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Her fear is very real. I used to live in foster homes and I'll tell you that they are SO abusive, The authorities also have way to many cases so they end up just letting the child live on it's own once their 16. I was 15. I was the youngest person in Canada to be emancipated at that age. It sucks once the authorites don't want to take care of you, there is nothing left but the streets and shelters. Don't go the foster home route don't.

Hey Hider, I really hope that things work out for your friend, I have a friend who's currently trying to move out of her house too because her parents are abusive and I'm worrying like crazy. Anyway, I just wanted to pop in and see how you're doing...give me a shout on aim if you ever need to talk, my sn is on my site :) And if you ever make a site let me know and I'll make you a lay if you want it ;)

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