{She's going to change the world, but no she can't change me...}



I'm back.... after like a month, but I don't know for how long.

I finally bought my domain today, after months of wanting/saving/researching. It's http://cracked-sidewalks.net like I said before, but nothing's there yet. I've already found a layout, coded it, and added my content but I'm still waiting for the damn hosting service to activate my accound . So everyone bookmark it so you can check it out in the next day or so.

I think I'm gonna close this place. (I was already doing most of my blogging at LiveJournal anyway.) From now on, all my blogging will be done at the domain. I don't need three places to blog at, its just too damn stressful! lol

I've been in such a random mood lately. Since I got all burnt out on GG fan fic, and can't find any VM other than post-finale and nothing original, I've been going back to the HP fandom. I swear I can't make up my mind on any ships though. The practical side of me loves Ron/Hermoine, but Hermoine/Draco rocks my little un-conventional socks off. Then again, I don't have a problem with Harry/Hermoine either, they were my first (a loooong time ago) but def not my preference. Like I said, I like about everything, but lately my favorites have been Hermoine/Draco and Harry/Ginny. Poor Ron's just left out in the cold lol.

Anica has totally gotten to go back to my old Literati roots. I miss Rory/Jess so much. Damn Logan!! I'm sick of him anyway My sadness at missing them is not being improved by the fact that I'm working on a Lit sndtrk and have been capping the second half of season two for Anica to make wonderful art that will in turn make me even sadder. It's a vicious cycle really.

Yeah, I know, this isn't even a real entry, more of me just rambling. So this is me stopping now.

Toodles!!

P.S. I'll post when I get the site up, but that will probably be my last entry.

P.P.S. he he... pe pe... (ok immaturity is being put under control for a second).... I soooo didn't even spell check so excuse the mess that is this entry.

mood: anxious

button credit: silent_scream19

{those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time,
      but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind.....}



22 days, def the longest I've gone without writing.

A lots happened in that amount of time, so a list:

- School ended. Do I really need to express my joy for this one??

- I started summer school, its actually really cool, not only did I meet someone with the same name as me (I walked in and randomly sat next to this girl, turned out she had the same name and she's really cool), but the class also makes me feel really smart, and I already have more friends at McGavock (where I'm taking summer school) then I do at mine (where I've been since kindergarten), which is kind of sad when you think about it.

- I got my braces off (after three years) this past Wednesday. Joy!!! My teeth are so pretty and straight, and suprisingly very white lol. Also, my retainer is the cool clear Invisalign kind.

- Was I still writing when I got my hair cut? I can't remember. (This should actually prob go at the top of the list but oh well).... if I didn't, well then I did. It's really short. The back is layered and like an inch long, while the sides are long (or right past chin length). It looks really cool straight. My hair's already naturally black and I'm a big fan of dark eyeliner so when I came out of the hair dresser my mom goes... "Joy, now you look even more gothic." She dosen't even kno what gothic means.

- Kalea.... so much going on with her. The state is still doing like nothing, but she did get yet another social worker and for once, this one seems to actually want to help (aka: do her job). I'm still very bitter about the whole thing. Apparently physical, sexual, and severe emotional (they've done just a swell job of convincing her she's a piece of shit) abuse is not enough to get taken out of your parents house. They're getting worse too. The abuse is worse, they never have any food and now they hate me b/c they think I'm a bad influence (really its b/c I'm trying to get them arrested, but tomato tomato right?). Her mom says she always had a bad attitude when she comes home from my house, which is totally untrue, she just dosen't want to be there. She spent two days and nights with me last week and I thought she was going to cry when we dropped her off, and she walked to the door so slow and looked back like four times. I wanted to cry. On top of everything, her mom dosen't have a job and so now that its summer kalea has to spend every waking hour with her b/c they won't let her leave the house....

- They almost tripled my medication dose. I was on like 70 miligrams now I'm on 200. I seriously can't tell if it's helping or not. At first I definately saw a difference, but now the whole kalea thing and the 'where am I going to school next year?' problem have been making the whole thing so much worse, so I don't even know anymore.

- On a happier note: My birthday is less than two wks away!! Usually I start thinking about it and stuff like two or three months before hand but it totally slipped by this year and I didn't even realize it until we where in June. So anyway.... June 23!! I'm expecting presents people!! lol

- The domain search continues... I've found tons of great places but I would love suggestions. I need a place to buy the domain and somewhere to host it. I'm still loving cracked-sidewalks.net for the address.

Well, this entry is quickly getting huge, so I'll wrap things up and be gone. I still have yet to watch The OC finale. I was in a bad mood the night it aired so I taped it, but still haven't watched it. I keep seeing icons and remarks about it and they're making me really wanna see it!! lol Plus, I love Oliver... even though he's a psycho.

Last note to Sam..... I'm so happy someone's trying to get you into the VM fandom! I swear you'll (probably) love it lol. It rocks. Like I said in my comment on your site, I'd be happy to send some VM eps your way, whatever to help the cause. BTW, love the new layout!!

Off to watch The OC, but before I do.... This is sooo my song of the... like past month. "Yesterdays Feelings" by The Used.

mood: mellowed out

button credit: louloucn, I am so in love with her icons, like no words to describe. Check out the pimp.

pimping: louloucn, I love her for her smallville, everwood, and vm icons, but she does lots of good fandoms and movies plus some awesome music videos. Everybody should check her out. I mean come on, check out this, this, and this, then tell me she doesn't rock.

{There's a light at the end of each tunnel you shout, cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out...}



Sam???!!! Where did you go? Don't leave me!! lol ....No but seriously, you are coming back right??

So... I feel very accomplished but also very stressed at the same time. I've had fifty million websites in my lifetime but they've all been built using site builder programs. Today however, I took the plunge and made my first HTML page and it looks pretty good for a first time if I do say so myself. It's pretty basic tho.

I've been thinking about jumping to my domain early and rebuilding my sites with HTML but I dont kno. I want to, but I'm afraid of the whole thing. Having to wait a month for somene at one of those graphic request sites to actually make me a layout, that I may or may not like but have to use anyway... then what if I have trouble putting it up? I'm not completely new to HTML (I kno it, I just choose not to use it b/c I'm lazy) but what if one thing messes me up or something, then the designer gets all pissed and blacklists me b/c I didnt get it up on time. Grr... I need more computer geek friends. I wish I knew someone that would like co-webmaster with me. It's all making me very frustrated.

So anyway, happier subjects, but still web related. It looks like I'm going to be able to host some people!! If any of my friends out there need hosting comment and we'll talk. It might be a wk or two depending but it looks like I'm going to have a lot of space and bandwidth, plus unlimited subdomains and emails. Just talking about it is making me happy!

As far as the domain, I think I'm going to go with cracked-sidewalks.net or .something. I want my collective/personal site to be the main site on the domain, and its called Cracked Sidewalks. It was originally just named Sidewalks after the great song, but the more I thought about it the more I loved it. Like, sidewalks take us from place to place, all symbolic of life's journey, but it's filled with cracks like the problems we deal with everday... does that make any sense? Hard to explain I guess...

I think I'm just going to give know somebody and questionable morals subdomains.

I'll talk about the sucky real world tommorrow, dont feel like it much right now. But one happy thing about sucky school.... I'm passing English!! woo-hoo! I only have to spend 3 wks in summer school instead of 6 wks, yah!  I kno that doesn't sound like a big accomplishment, but for me it is. Plus, my school's having this academic award thing tommorrow night and my teacher said I needed to come b/c I'm winning something.... academic award... me... fun-ny! lol

mood:   very very frustrated... yet supprisingly giddy

button credit: night fall icons, anica rules- she donated graphics to vmars site

pimping credit: Ripped Art and Ripped Icons, b/c they're owned by my web friend Kristen, she's my sites graphic designer, and an awesome person

{So cradle your head in your hands and breathe, just breathe....}


So another boring day. Basically the same as yesterday. Worked on all my sites so that's at least a coupe things I can cross off my huge list. Dad woke me up at like 9 am (I had went to bed at 2) and we ran some errands, Sonic for breakfast (I have a weakness for an egg and cheese sandwhich with a peanut butter milkshake, sounds gross I know). My iPod has been getting seriously scratched up so we went to Target and I got a case (black leather, bo-ring but it was the only that fit the regular iPod), some blank DVDs so I could finally burn those VMars eps, and some headphones for the iPod b/c I broke the other ones carrying them around in my purse.

Speaking of purses, I got a new one!! Some people like shoes, I like purses and bags, have an unhealthy obsession I swear. Actually, I was never really a shoe person until I got into Converse high tops and Vans. So anyway, my mom went shopping with Toe today to get to him some new clothes and stuff before he leaves for Vegas (he's a professional pool player and got invited to some big tournament for ESPN). She found red Converse high tops for $15 !!!! Hechts was having a sale. So I got new shoes, new purse, and a new braclet. Me and mom have drastically diff taste and never really been a big AE person but I love what she picked out. The purse is orange with gray trim. I went on the website to see what it looked like but they only had the khaki one online, check it out though. It looks small online but the dimensions look pretty big.  The braclet's here. They're both from the guys section. I swear, guys get such cooler stuff sometimes. Sad thing about all this is that I won't get it until Tuesday night when I go back to my moms.

Okay, done rambling about clothes I swear. I'm gonna ramble about school now I hate the end of the year. Is there some rule that says teachers must assign all projects to be due the last wk of school. If you have to give 'em to us, fine, but what about spreading them out a little? I have a big one due for my History class Friday I think, but I'm actually liking that one. It's a big collage (which I do all the time anyway) on a topic of your choice, showing it from the past 100 yr, if that makes any sense at all. I choose movies lol, so I printed off all these cool Marilyn Monroe and James Dean posters, then ones from now like Star Wars and Harry Potter, it looks really cool. I'm so hanging it in my room when I'm done.

I got a big English packet on Julius Caesar I need to turn in tommorrow, it was due Friday but I forgot it at home. Looks like it's official, 6 wks in summer school instead of just three, bleh. Bright side tho: Nick's gonna be there

Okay, I've bored enough for tonight. I've finally figured out how to use the capping program I downloaded forever ago, so I'm gonna finish doing Garden State. Awesome movie btw, everyone should see it. I was also thinking of uploading my playlist in a zip, b/c I love when people do that for me. Would anyone download it?

 Later....

mood:   mellow

button credit: broken icon, but they went bye-bye... i think

pimping: true pleasure's always tainted, b/c Sam rocks my socks off, her layouts are pretty, and if u need me to list more reasons then you're to stupid to hang out here

{Like they have any right at all to criticize, hypocrits you're all here for the very same reason....}



So.... I guess Friday the 13th is known to be a bad day for a reason. Yesterday sucked, like enormously. I just wanted to scream and bang my head against the wall all day. I envisioned strangling like four different people.... numerous times. To top it all off, Kalea still wasn't at school and wasn't answering her phone, so basically scaring the shit out of me. It didn't help when I finally got a hold of someone at one of her bajillion phone numbers and her step dad said her mom took her to the hospital and got all cryptic and unhelpful when I tried to ask why. I swear to God I was freaking out, especially since she hadn't been at school for two days and not calling me....She's fine as far as I know. She says she's fine. Lately though I think she's been down playing a lot of what's going on and leaving a lot out b/c she knows I'll speak up. I really just don't kno what else I can do until she stops trying to ignore it and act like it's not happening.

On non Kalea topics.... school sucks. I realized how few real friends I actually have when Kalea was gone. Allie and Laura where being TOTAL bitches. We had taco salad for lunch on Thursday and b/c I picked the beans out, ended up getting a 20 min lecture about endangered cows. Someone answer me this, what the hell do cows have to do with beans?! I ended up getting all bitchy and snotty and when she left to get ice cream I made some remark about supporting cows with purity ice cream and whtvr, the whole table was cracking up when she walked back and got all suspisous. I tried to drink some of my milk to hide the look on my face but saw the Purity on the side and almost spewed on what was left of my lunch. Bets just looked at me all confused so I gestured to the label ala Vana White and was like "moooooo!!!" Allie was not amused.

Everybody at my school was pissing me off. There are all so hypocritical and judgemental. They use the Bible to justify everthing. If I could remember that Bible verse about how you should deal with the log in your eye before you judge the splinter in someone elses, then this is where I'd quote it, but I can't. See lyic of the day up top. It's from Anna Nalick "Breathe (2 am)" just like yesterdays. Everybody should read those lyrics.  I'm becoming obsessed with all her music I swear. It's been on repeat all day.

I have spent ALL day in my pjs, no lie. I went to the dump with my dad early this morning just b/c I knew he would stop and get mcdonalds and we have like no food in the house, but I didn't even get out of the truck. No joke, all day in front of the computer. I've just gotten up for drink refills and bathroom breaks lol, and then to fold some loads of laundry. Nothing planned for tommorrow either, except an early morning run to Waffle House and Target in the morning b/c I need a case for my iPod b/c it's seriously getting scratched up and new headphones b/c I broke the other ones

I love this header, but I'm seriously getting sick of it. I need a new one. <<Hint hint to all my wonderful graphic able friends lol>>>

One of my best web friends opened up a vmars_artist comm at LJ and I'm a co mod. It's for all VM related graphics and everybody needs to check it out and post! See my pimp of the day for link. I might even try to make a VM wallpaper of some sort. Somethings been itching inside me all day to.

That's about it, be back later with more stressed out rambings I'm sure...

mood:   blah

button credit: octagonal recess

pimping link: vmars_artist comm at LJ

{Life's like an hour glass glued to the table....}



So, I'm a bad little blogger, yeah yeah yeah. I think this is the longest I've gone without writing. I could lie and say nothing's been going on or I've been busy, but that's not the case at all.

School sucked today, more than usual. Kalea wasn't there and I now realize how she felt when I was gone for all those doctors appts. School sucks without her. It makes me realize how much I'm gonna miss her next yr when she goes back to public school, I don't kno if I can handle it without her.

This plus grades, and life in general are making me think about changing schoosl. I've been at my private school my whole life, been with the same people since kindergarten. I've changed a lot but everybody still sees me as the girl as I was and it really bugs me. The idea of a fresh start is kind of apealing..... I still have a couple wks left to think about it.....

The biggest news lately is Kalea. Her mom's getting worse. The social worker is no help and Kalea's terrified to speak up and tell the truth b/c she's afraid she'll end up in a foster home or at some unknown relatives (which could be even worse). There's been a lot of talk lately between my mom and us, and Kalea might be moving in with us, which would be great. She practically lives there anyway, she's already like my sister, and I'd worry a whole lot less. Now I always feel like one morning I'm going to wake up and get a phone call telling me she's in the hospital...... The sad thing is her parents will so let her move out, her mom doesn't even want her there.

On a less despressing note, exams and finals start next week so everybody's freaking out. I have realized I'm the biggest oxymoron ever. Just listen to this: I have the highest grade in my (super hard) AP History class (9 and don't have to take the eleven page final (!) but I'm failing English and might have to go to summer school even longer lol....... At my school a 69 is flunking and I have a 64. To pass the semester I need like a 75 or higher (nearly impossible) so that it averages with last terms failing grade and my exam grade to get a passing semester. Basically, I need to pull up this term as much as humanly possible and study like a madwoman to get a A on the final. Whew! I'm exhausting and stressing myself out just thinking about it........eh

ETA: My current favorite song, "Breathe" by Anna Nalick, is uploaded to yousendit if anyone wants it, link on my livejournal.

Later.....

mood: stressed

button credit: nightfalls

pimping link: buffyx's amazing VM icons, wow

{Yeah the cookie crumbles, but in whose hand....}



I'm back, haven't written because I don't like to write depressing/mopey entries and I haven't been in that good a mood lately. There's been a lot going on too, and by the time the day was all over, the last thing I wanted to do was talk about what's going on with me again. I'm so bloody sick of myself!

Stupid shrinks are repetitive. I had to go to this one about my medication. Then I have to start seeing this one chick like once a week (she actually seems pretty cool, she's young, sarcastic, and she thinks I'm funny, which I can always deal with lol). She works at this place called DayStar that specializes in teenagers with all sorts of problems, not just depression, but like bulemia, anerexia, grief counseling, alcohol, drug addiction, hurting themselves, whatever. The place actually did seem kinda cool. It was a doctors office but really laid back. They were bulletin boards and collages full of pictures of the kids (they all go on trips and stuff) making funny faces and stuff, there were two dogs just roaming up and down the hallway. When I walked in, there were three kids sitting Indian style on the floor playing cards.

Besides all my issues (that have made the family life less than stellar), Kalea's parents have been going psycho. Thursday, her new stepdad (the ex drug dealer) had a like... I don't know, anyway he had to be rushed to the hospital. Well, the hospital likes for you to turn your phones off, so she did. Turns out, everything was fine and they sent him home. Kalea went out to eat with her stepbro and his girlfriend. Her mom knew where she was but when she got home, totally chewed her out and started hitting he b/c her phone was still offr. It got so bad, she had to call 911 and child services showed up.

I feel so bad that I wasn't there for her. She tried to call me but I wasn't feeling good and turned my cell phone off, and she couldnt remember whose house I was at. Child services asked her all these questions and took pictures off all the bruises and cuts, kept her there until past 2am. Then they sent her home to her mom! An agent or person whatever went with her and stayed the night then made Kalea go to school on Friday (prob b/c they didn't kno what to do with her).

Ask me this, you fully believe a child story about being beaten by her mother and there is hard evidence that the stepdad is a drug abuser and perv... so when she calls 911 b/c her mom wont stop hitting her, you question and take pictures... then send her home?! I have fully lost faith in the justice system.

click here.....

mood:      pissed off

credit:  broken icon  and night falls

{I love you more than I should...}

So, my grandparents are in town. I feel bad b/c I was dreading it. Suprisingly it hasn't been that bad.

Friday, me and mom went and saw A Lot Like Love. It was awesome, everyone needs to see it. I laughed and laughed. As I've mentioned before, sometimes I find romantic comedies a little lacking but this one was just great. It's one we'll def go buy the wkend it comes out and (me and kalea) have a sleepover to watch it and crap. Speaking of which, she's having major family issues again. She claimed everything was going fine, even if I buy that I knew it wouldn't be long before it started up again. I haven't heard the full story, she wasn't up to talking about it. From what I gather, they chewed each other in a public place, and it got so bad a passer-byer asked if she needed help. I told Kalea she should have gave in right there. Here mom  dosen't have deserve custody, and Kalea certainly shouldn't be living with her and the rapist/drug dealer boyfriend (they're now married-scary).

Anway, me and mom had a big spontaneous moment and impulsively stopped at the mexican restraung after the movie. They had kareokee, it was awesome, probably the best night I've had in a while. We met this group there, most were around 21-25, some were older. They all come to do kareokee there every Friday night. The guy that owns the place sponsors their co-ed softball team. They have a game every Wed and then go to this other mexican place the guy also owns. It was so much fun, we all danced and sang (I was part of the "Baby Got Back" group lol). It was just so much fun to let go and dance and I don't kno. I'm gonna try and go watch their game Wed and hook up with them at the restraunt.

Grandparents got in yesterday. We didn't really do anything. They didn't get here until 3, so me and mom went to Target (got the A Lot Like Love sndtrk, it's awesome, and some stuff for my room) and Kroge to get food (we literally had nothing). We all helped out and made a big dinner and then sat around and played card games like we always do. I don't think I've ever had that much fun with them. We just joked around, I was suprised I could have that much fun with my grandparents.

Well nothing much else to say. I've become obsessed with Live Journal and icons, literally. Everyone needs to check out my Pimpable Places of the Day, b/c they have awesome stuff todat (including some great music downloads).

Somewhere Along the Way- CH 3: ... Set You Free?

{standing on the edge of morning, waiting for day to break...}



So... I've been debating whether or not to write this entry. In the end, I obviously decided too, mostly because no one I know in the "real" world knows the address to this (on purpose).

I've had a severe migrane since Tuesday night and it's been killing me. I was so drugged up last night my mom stayed in my room b/c she was afraid I was going to overdose. I was taking advils and ibeproufens but when it got back I took two of my migrane perscription, none of it helped. Last year, my dad was in a car wreck and cut his ear off and they had to hurry and stitch it quickly before the nerve disconnected or something, while he was awake. So they numbed him and gave him a painkiller, Perkiset. I took one that didn't even dull the pain in my head. It didn't neccessarily hurt, it just was frustrating. It was over and over and over and I just wanted to scream. All I wanted was to fall asleep but I couldn't. I don't think I've ever been that awake. Not like cafeeine awake, like just awake. I laid in bed for hours and couldn't sleep a wink. On top of all the drugs, I took a Benydryl because the allergies were just adding to the problem, and it usually knocks me out.

My mom tried to take me to the ER  but I couldn't even get up to go, and wasn't that worried. I also have a small phobia of doctors. Today though, I couldn't stand it anymore and they took me to the doctor.

In the end, they diagnosed me with clinical depression. So say hello to the new medicated Hider.  I don't really care anymore. I just wanna feel better. The past year has been hell, and I feel like I'm upset all the time. Sometimes it's like I cry and then I'm like why am I crying? I have no reason to. I talked to my dad and told him everything that I had been keeping inside and for the first time in a long time I actually feel better.

This is my last depressing and mopey entry. I'm sick of feeling bad for myself, so here's to the new happy Hider. Who knows? I might actually do some homework and other work while I'm at the whole better myself thing.

mood:   drained                               button credit: silent_scream19

{We are fixed right where we stand...}

I haven't written b/c there really hasn't been anything to say. Guys suck. Then again, that's always been my philosophy. Top it all off, I had a full blown migrane and it's just now starting to go away. Stupid prescription does nothing for it.

Now that GG and OTH are back, I have three shows to watch on Tuesday. My mom watches all of them with me. She's always liked Gilmore Girls, we've watched that since end of season two. Then last year she was in my room watching the season premiere and was too lazy to get up so she ended up seeing the OTH pilot and getting into that too. Over the long hiatus, I totally converted her to Veronica Mars (and The OC). I had been talking a lot about the whole pregnancy/secrets storyline on Everwood so Monday she ended up watching that with me b/c she wanted to find out what happens. I don't think she's allowed to say I watch too much tv now, b/c I only watch like two more than her now....

If you haven't seen the eps or spoilers, don't read.

Gilmore Girls: I was a little dissapointed. I'm a total Java Junkie, but there was a little too little Rory romance in the ep, tho I did enjoy the whole drunk on punch scene. Paris walking around like she was a homeless person asking for spare change? priceless. I like drunk Lane too, she's always been entertaining. Last time we saw her was in Keg!Max! and she was with Dave. I miss Dave... the two of them rocked together. But if we can't have Dave then I will settle for Zach, speaking of which... bluegrass band. 'Nough said. Good episode, it just came across as a filler, like nothing big really happened. Next week will be when the shit hits the fan!! I loved the expression on Logan's face in the previews, it was like he was pacing and freaking out "I know what you're doing! You're trying to give me the ultimatium.." Looks good. I love that Luke wants the house for him and Lore, and afterwards when she was saying how pretty it was... aww. Of course, spoilers have them getting into a fight about it b/c he gets it without telling her... still. I'm a drama junkie, can't help.

One Tree Hill: Wow, all I gotta say is... Naley fans better be texting there little hearts out! I like Taylor on the show, she's intresting, but no kiss! Anyway, as far as the ep goes... the Naley part made me sad. Flashbacks rocked!! Sad tho... I hate that he left and all but I understand where Nathan was coming from. He didn't ask anything of her. He said he'd wait for her, go on tour with her, whatever she wanted. All he wanted from her was to be his wife (which she already is) and she couldn't even give him that. On to lighter scenes (or as light as OTH gets), Brooke and Lucas!! Fin-ally some B/L action. I love that she's moving in with Karen, I forgot he was living with Dan tho so it's not like thier living together. The scene between Brooke and Karen was awesome, one of my favs. "It's like having a real mom." I so want a banner or icon with that scene. As for as Jeyton.. don't even get me started. If he had left I woulda been so pissed. I loved her drawing tho of the crying eyes with brooke and jake in them, so good. Glad he's not running and I loved their little moment. One last thought: Felix is a bastard! Go Anna!

Veronica... rocked my socks off. Logan and Veronica!! By the end of it, I was so ready for them to just talk about it all ready. I was beginning to think they wouldn't then they did! Loved it. I love the two of them together. Spoilers sound good. Duncan will be back next, obviously from the previews u can tell. (Hope no spoiler virgins are reading this). I heard something about Duncan finding out at Logan's suprise party (thrown by aaron none the less) and smashing a car window. Yah!! I'm such a spoiler and drama whore. Still... loving the LoVe. Last week they made Duncan look like the killer, now it's Weevil. Honestly, I don't think it'll be any of Veronica's boys. Rob said the killer won't be back next season. I've pretty much ruled out: Duncan, Logan, Weevil, def Wallace, and Jake Kane (too obvious). I don't think it'll be a Kane, they're gonna totally shock us. Now Keith... the DNA test? Wow, can't wait for that one. Betting he's the father tho. Making it Jake would change too much.

My Life: nothing expecially exciting. Too many finals and test to count. The migrane's pretty much gone, but I'm glad for the day off. I have a English term paper due today and now I get some extra time to work on it. I have a History quiz too, blah. Oh well.. super long entry is finished. I promise one of these days I'll learn how to write short ones, but until then...

BTW, new mood theme!! It's still night falls but she made a LoVe one, so I just had to use it!

Last note, I swear: Dont kno if anybody cares, but someone donated like 2500+ Sin City caps (really good ones too) for WQM. I went throught and saved all the Alexis scenes into a zip file that anyone can download. Go to Galley on the site and scroll down... kno some of u make graphics, thought I'd let u kno.

Later...

mood:  blank       //       icon credit: icon blue